boys suck.
and so do fake friends.
and stupid drama.

but today was fun. :]]]
cause i was with amber.
&we bought cheesy bread and got soaked walking to the fort.
cause the weather was emo. :[

soooo concert last night. &&i think it went... well, decently.

in that busy part of sketches of spain, lindsay and the flutes all dropped out cause they couldn't play it and left me all alone. except i was expecting at least a couple of people to be playing it along with me, so i wasn't playing loud enough that the audience could hear me. so it probably sounded like everyone just stopped.

but whatever.

&&chelcee and i didn't screw up our solos! i was so afraid that, since i hadn't screwed up in a while, the one time i would mess up that B would be in the concert.

but neither of us did, so it's all good.

I WANT TO KNOW WHAT BAND I'M GOING TO BE IN NEXT YEAR!!!

i've been ranting about this for months. no joke. but since i'm not going to find out until next month, you people will have to deal. for a whole month. but yeah. i can't take symphonic, cause it conflicts with journalism, which i reallyreallyreally want to take. so symphonic isn't an option.

&&i asked mr. p about this whole thing, and he was like, "i don't think you're headed to seventh period band anyways."

which i'm sure he didn't mean to be all cryptic and stuff, but seriously. not to sound, like, cocky or anything, but i think i'm better than concert band. but wind ensemble?

yeah. right.

sorry. i just really, really, really dislike certain boys right now.
or well, a certain boy.

god, i'm so confused.

so amber just left like ten minutes ago.
[we never got to go to walmart]
&&i only got like seven hours of sleep.
cause we stayed up until three or four am making soap operas about mexican whores and prissy brits.
and watching hercules, of course.
so yeah.
but i still like really want to go to the mall.

so yeah.
amber came over todayyy. after chelsea's party. :]
&&she totally made me get a livejournal. so here i am.
lol.
anyways.
we made a video of ourselves making scrambled eggs and toast. :o
&&we just made brownies. at 11 pm. while watching the musical episode of that 70s show.
it's pretty sweet.
&&now we're going to stay up all night and go to walmart tomorrow. :]
and like nobody's going to read this besides amber, who's sitting next to me as i write it, so yeah. :p